Lost Connection
It sucks seeing that my last post for my blog was the 30th of August. I am very busy with work that I started feeling that I lost my connection with my Inner Monologue…
I am talking literally and figuratively…
For a heads up, let me go ahead and explain to you how pre-occuppied I am with my day.
- One of the many wacky team breakfast moments that happened in Pancake House.
Normally, when I wake up in the afternoon - not in the morning, around 5 in the afternoon. I will find myself alone in our little room. Go in the shower and fix myself and go straight to McDonalds and grab a dinner. The only time that I do inner monologue-ing is when I am riding the fx on my way to work. That’s the only time that I think on what are my action plans for the day - or should I mean for the night. It’s like breather. When I am already in the office what I will do is too pull up all the tools that I need after that I will join my friends in the pantry or in the smoking area which doesn’t mean that I smoke. I just love hearing their funny stories. And it will not end just when their cigarettes reached their end of life because there’s the power of instant messaging, lunch breaks, huddles, early taho moments and team breakfast. That’s what I look forward to go in the office every shift. After that, I’d go home and take my breakfast in a fastfood chain called McDonalds and go home and talk to my “live-in partners” and fix myself, turn-on the alarm and recharge myself for another crazy night that awaits me when I wake up.
I have been part of three email blasts for the what I personally call Hall of Shits. Haha! But I learned my lesson and I am trying my very best to redeem myself by getting a positive result this month of October. Not for other people to be proud of me because I am not that type but I need to prove to myself that I am better today that what I did yesterday, the other day, the last week, the last month, whatever.
Praying for RCA and no more Hall of Shame email blasts, better QA scores. Haha! Well, besides that. There are million things that I think of that no one would ever think that I think that way. That’s the time that I realized that I am a serious person.
Enough of this for today…
I have something to confess on my next post but I am still thinking if I am going to post it or not or if I am going to make money out of it. So better if you will watch out for that. *grining*
